Happy as a Camper

I'm really happy right now, that my heart is truly contented on what it has been filled with. Emotions are running wild, but I surely will keep a dead face.

Now now... I'm SO happy. GOD! I TRULY LOVE YOU, YOU ARE MY LOVER AND MY FRIEND. I'm so happy Lord God, to be blessed by your Love and Kindness; today I have realized more. Today, I will continue to burn and accept your Love. I do not feel tensed, but instead; I feel relaxed and light. As if a good revelation has peeled itself from the fiery leaves? *I wonder*

The thought of me being dead face right now, doesn't even show how much my emotions inside my system reflects. *I am truly that good to be a Stoic*

Tonight, I was able to talk to him. My sweet sweet lover, whenever I see that face it makes my heart melt. Being with him makes me feel literally and emotionally secure and safe, though it feels awkward I didn't mind the 12 inch gap. I do not feel the hurt anymore, but the emotions stay close and intact with each other. Everyday I pray to God to help me continue with my life, and I have proven that God is the key to this healing heart. I have him right now as my romancer and lover, some things are meant to be unspoken.

I'm a person who actually needs attention, love and caring: not all people knows I'm over sensitive. Because I've realized that, I want to be a person who goes with what my heart feels like doing. Now, I'm happy. just just happy. That I don't care what the Evil crap is whispering in my ear, I feel so Loved by God Himself and by the unspoken lover.

Whatever the future bears, I'll be ready: Now, God will hold my hand in exchange for the empty shoes that someone has left behind. I will pour out my heart for Him and dedicate my love for Him. This journey of mine, that I'll be holding, it will be something great and worst. I may fall down many times in this journey; I know I wont be alone spiritually. Mentally; I have faced this facts that I will be dealing this by myself but I will be letting Him drive this life of mine.

I will inhale a deep and fresh air, this is not a *sigh of grief* but instead this will be a way for me in showing that. "World here I am... I am ready"

I'm just:

in high spirits; satisfied

Synonyms:

blessed, blest, blissful, blithe, can't complain, captivated, cheerful, chipper, chirpy, content,contented, convivial, delighted, ecstatic, elated,exultant, flying high, gay, glad, gleeful, gratified,intoxicated, jolly, joyful, joyous, jubilant,laughing, light, lively, looking good, merry,mirthful, on cloud nine, overjoyed, peaceful,peppy, perky, playful, pleasant, pleased,sparkling, sunny, thrilled, tickled, tickled pink,up, upbeat, walking on air I'M JUST SIMPLY HAPPY!!!! EXCITED: LORD I AM READY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU MORE.