Hiding behind the trees..

I didn't mean to hurt him.. my reason for hiding is because I know his happy and when I try to be around he gets confused..

Now am I playing as a villain instead of the heroine? I feel like crying, I want to be with him but I can't..

I would alway

s pray, that he is okey.. that he is happy..

I'm happy as it is, that I'm able to talk to him. I'm so thankful.. I didn't mean to hurt him.. But why do I bring him agony. Do I really make you sad?

All I wanted was to make him happy, I'm sorry..

Tell me what you feel, I want to know..

Lord God, I close my eyes.. all that flashes in my head is You and him.

I was always here... I never left him, I was in temporary trance. I want.. my warmth.. my refuge? bring me b

ack, should we bring it back? or would you want to take my hand and just enjoy whats in front of us?

Always remember, do not fret.. do not get scared, because I'm here. I trust you.. now please help me.

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