Okey okey here's the deal... I can't seem to get over the fantasy of being treated as a "princess" a couple of hours ago I was at my cousin's house and I couldn't just get over the fact that his Husband "Dan" is just so sweet with her. I know physical attraction doesn't count as a factor (as others put it) he was just like a "koala" and I was so envious that I just hid it inside the realms of my colorful mask.
Yes, I do admit that I miss being treated like a princess.... I remembered Sang Woo, a friend of mine. We went shopping that day and I had a shopping bag, then I just told him to carry it... And he was like, "Are you a princess?" and I instantly answered him "Yes" and so he just took it and he was cursing in Korean but he still carried it. [Pretty sweet actually] -damn I couldn't get it out my system anymore TT_TT
I'm listening to Phoenix right now at the radio, I am so enjoying the mood of this beautiful house right now. The quiet & peaceful ambiance, I feel so independent here and I have a wide space all just for me... but my other relatives are arriving in days... I'm sort of disappointed but what the hell... I can't have everything I want, right?
n'est il pas ce droit?
Going back... I miss having a leech for a boyfriend... oh wait, let me rephrase that, I miss having a leech type boyfriend. But hey? Come on, I shouldn't even be thinking about this again.... (frukc)
Tomorrow will be exciting, I'll be meeting with my old friend Kaye; the last time I saw her was her 20th birthday of last year. :)
Oh btw, I went to New York today... I stayed at my aunt's apartment and surfed the internet-- took a nap and went with my cousin at her place a couple of blocks from that apartment... Ate yummy steak & broccoli sprouts and some salad. Then after dinner, my aunt called already and told me to go back at the apartment already, so after dinner I bid my cousin good bye & thanked her for the delish dinner. Then went on my way, at first I was like just walking and just went on whatever street... then my right ankle started to get hurt [because I was speed walking trying to make a New Yorker pace] haha how ridiculous?
After I packed up my laptop and camera we left the apartment and started walking to Grand Central to catch the train going back to Stamford. Uhh... we were so lucky that we were able to catch the 9:07 train, as soon as we got inside we passed by like 3-4 cars because she didn't want to stay in a noisy car and etc... So we ended up sitting with this young man something like may be 19 to 20 ish, looked like a Lifty from Keystone, same get up & all. [How I miss Keystone already] I felt that he was eying me from his peripheral gaze and also through the window (I mean come on he was looking outside, but it was so dark and couldn't even see anything because the train was too fast) Anyways, I guess he didn't talk with me because I was with my aunt... I was actually thinking of offering him a gum.. but my aunt was there... plus it seem awkward. [haha] lame, good thing I didn't do it.
After I packed up my laptop and camera we left the apartment and started walking to Grand Central to catch the train going back to Stamford. Uhh... we were so lucky that we were able to catch the 9:07 train, as soon as we got inside we passed by like 3-4 cars because she didn't want to stay in a noisy car and etc... So we ended up sitting with this young man something like may be 19 to 20 ish, looked like a Lifty from Keystone, same get up & all. [How I miss Keystone already] I felt that he was eying me from his peripheral gaze and also through the window (I mean come on he was looking outside, but it was so dark and couldn't even see anything because the train was too fast) Anyways, I guess he didn't talk with me because I was with my aunt... I was actually thinking of offering him a gum.. but my aunt was there... plus it seem awkward. [haha] lame, good thing I didn't do it.
voir, I'm going to crash already... Need to get up early... may be to run some errand or something?
ciao bella
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