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Food for Thought:

I put on the full armor of God:
the belt of truth, breastplate of righteousness, shoes of the gospel,helmet of salvation. I take up the shield of faith and sword of the Spirit, and I choose to wield these weapons at all times in the power of God. I choose to pray at all times in the Spirit.

16 April 2010

Do you save yourself before saving others?

Ice cream doesn't seem to help me anymore, it doesn't take a way my emptiness anymore. I think I need to seek help, and I believe I'm ready to go to a psychiatrist. I don't want this hole to eat me alive...
(My head just suddenly start to spin)

Sooner or later, I need to find the right outlet for my depressive state... I'm really scared truly, I'm scared to be alone and to live my life not being loved my someone.

What can life offer to me while I work hard in surviving one? Its driving me nuts. I was temporarily stripped off from the people and things I love to work hard and earn hard and fulfill my lifetime experience that will change my perspective towards the holistic sense of living in one. Material things are temporary yet we work hard in achieving to buy or get them.

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