I'm writing because school is starting again and I'm guessing I wont be able to write much this coming months. But I hope I can, I miss doing things that I think have forgotten or maybe taken for granted such as my old hobbies like:
- crochet (sounds like a grandma but I enjoyed that)
- making origami stars
- printing pictures
- taking pictures with friends
- reading romantic books
- watching anime/korean novelas
- hanging out with friends
- going to mall
- shopping
- playing online games, psp, arcade games
and many more....
I was thinking of many things this morning, our missing dog, my dad, some weird random storm from my dream, also our van couldn't fit in a tiny street (from my dream also). Lastly my mom being alone again for 2 months without my dad. It's pretty cheesy that they are having a long distance relationship, while half of her life her husband is abroad making money and striving for a living. (I'll end it there because I don't want it to be dramatic)
And so I was thinking about us and sherard, how we can work that out in our life? Do we surpass this stage that we are young and that the old people think we would still meet other people. While the both of us think that were settled for each other already? Even if we fight big time, in the end we still love each other. Especially when one doesn't give up the fight. But not to be cheesy, I've always seen him as my husband already even though we have silly little problems with each other. Can we do it till 10 years and still love each other and break that *rule and cliche* about relationships?
This is not helping, I need to concentrate on school first and to graduate in my expensive school.. I need to prove lots of things in my family.. That I will face the path that I decided with! I should also probably be throwing some bad attitudes that I have.
Improvements:
I was thinking of many things this morning, our missing dog, my dad, some weird random storm from my dream, also our van couldn't fit in a tiny street (from my dream also). Lastly my mom being alone again for 2 months without my dad. It's pretty cheesy that they are having a long distance relationship, while half of her life her husband is abroad making money and striving for a living. (I'll end it there because I don't want it to be dramatic)
And so I was thinking about us and sherard, how we can work that out in our life? Do we surpass this stage that we are young and that the old people think we would still meet other people. While the both of us think that were settled for each other already? Even if we fight big time, in the end we still love each other. Especially when one doesn't give up the fight. But not to be cheesy, I've always seen him as my husband already even though we have silly little problems with each other. Can we do it till 10 years and still love each other and break that *rule and cliche* about relationships?
This is not helping, I need to concentrate on school first and to graduate in my expensive school.. I need to prove lots of things in my family.. That I will face the path that I decided with! I should also probably be throwing some bad attitudes that I have.
Improvements:
- sleep early
- do not spend money on unneccessary wants
- control your anger *do not let sherard provoke you*
- always agree to what your boyfriend says, tell him also to listen to your side
- cheer him up when he is upset with you, just a simple I love you will do.
- save money for future needs
- bring back some old *understanding you*
- continue to tell the truth
- control level/tone of voice when talking to your mother
- understand other innocent people *they too have reasons*
- needs to plan for the future
- study hard for this semester; have a high grade in both kitchen class
- forget the past and never regret it
Darn, this sounds like a resolution... How cliche~ I better go to sleep! My bed awaits me, and school awaits me tomorrow. I pray that the "swine flu" stops already and that it will finally be over.
Güt natch!
Güt natch!
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