CLosure

I can't imagine how long it has been, for that person to just surprise attack me and say "sorry" from the deepest weepest part of his heart. Which I really don't know how to explain the weirdness I can feel, anyways I feel that he is pretty much not a threat which is great. Its just that its pretty weird for someone to just pop out.

At least, I was able to live in this kind of world and did not fail to see a man who was "sincere" and does let go of his Pride at times.

Earlier at our school cafeteria (after French Kitchen) it was pretty funky what a schoolmate of ours mentioned: that Alpha male of the group "Amogs" as how he called it. [my lunch was Lamb, yum yum GAME-y flavor] And it was pretty funny, because I think my boyfriend is quite like that which I'm also proud of it. *smile smile* Being this competitive "I'm the boss attitude" haha! Fun fun!

Jumping through the holes; when I got home from dropping my boyfriend's vest at his house and back to my place. There were two freaking Gold cars that didn't stop; and They were just totally wrong which is why I was sooo effing pissed about it! SFM!! and the last car just stared at me, and I just wanted to give him the "middle finger" but I was just furious and let it go. DAMN! I hate drivers who can't OBEY "stop light" laws. WTF!

Anyways... jumping again... kitchen class today was fun, because we made "Souffle" cheese that is. Which was great because I now know how to make one, but I can't because if your Oven is not nice it wont really rise... DAMN IT! I remembered again; I want a pink kitchenaid and a cocotte. OOOOH~ I love cooking, with all the nice GADGETS! can't wait to have a BIGGER and nicer kitchen! :]

damn' I feel like sleeping early because I don't know what else to do, aside from checking mail and partially doing facebook and plurk. Plus, at least I do get to use my blog again for some reason. I miss my boyfriend, he has got to stop going home late. I pity him for going to school late and for going home late at the same time, I hope he'll be okey sill. It worries me so much that I don't know what else to think about that I get bored because I don't see him. sob sob~ Thats why I'll play with my pet bird "Cresta" she is so cute and noisy and lovable.

GOTTA GO!! My eyes are sleepy, and I hope my brother wont use much of my gas.. DAMN! :] anyhoo, Good night~ Bonne nuit!