Batman "Dark Knight" Because sometimes the truth isn’t good enough, sometimes people deserve more, sometimes people deserve to have their faith rewarded.
After watching that film *dark knight*, and several hours before: driving home from the mall and getting stressed with the traffic resulting to temporary grouchiness and headache cause by walking around the mall for 6 hours sums up to the person that I am right now.
I feel nauseated added by this melancholic feeling due to the lost of our dear poodle. How to cure this temporary sickness? "SLEEP"
I miss Sherard, and this kind of time oh how I wished that I could instantly teleport him in my arms and cry in his shoulders till I fall asleep. My consolation is that I get to see my lovely friends and enjoyed the whole day with them again, I missed them just like how I miss my dear sherard. I also miss playing ragnarok, pet society, sims, restaurant city, reading books continuously, playing with the lovebirds and most of all seeing kiyu. But in return, I get to have a new pet: named "Cresta"
I feel sad for losing kiyu, but I know and I will pray he will be okey. It's pretty hard when you don't always get what you want. Because as they say; life is like a rock "its hard". If my other guy best friend would be reading this right now, he would totally disagree with me and would just tell me that I am "overreacting". I apologize to the world where I live in that I have continuously grown sensitive to the point that Sherard hates it already.
I need to find ways to be come stronger, more wiser... (my head is throbbing and that is a bad sign) My brain wants to sleep already and I haven't really gone to what my point in this entry.
Why do all (most of it) things have to end "sad"? It's always a two-way street, I remember I used to be a good girl a; person who can think straight believe in something. Now, I'm lost. I can't find the right way or decide whether to believe on what I think was true. Sherard told me, "that's such a small thing, why are you mad" -I never realized that "Truth" was a small thing.
I always wanted to cry; when someone tells me I'm wrong even though I know I'm right. That in the end "I am right" how can other people not trust me. They have instincts... I have instincts... And so they say; they trust you... Such a powerful meaning for a 5 letter word.
Who wins in the end? The weak one or the stronger one? Who loses the fight?
We were born to choose, chances are not options we chose our destiny. Who gave each and one of us "The RIGHT" to judge? No one... but Him.
I'll be meeting with my orgmates again tomorrow, and I think its another day of "putting a fake mask again"
I promised myself to change for the better, to prove Sherard that I can also be good at something. And for him to not look onto my flaws...
Sleep tight Lyle
P.S.
I hope my brother will be well in his studies, and that he will never give up on something unless he has already done it. I pray for my love ones to be fine and happy..
I entrust all my worries up above.. I believe in You and I trust You.
Come back Kiyu~
Mood: head throbbing, about to fall alseep.
After watching that film *dark knight*, and several hours before: driving home from the mall and getting stressed with the traffic resulting to temporary grouchiness and headache cause by walking around the mall for 6 hours sums up to the person that I am right now.
I feel nauseated added by this melancholic feeling due to the lost of our dear poodle. How to cure this temporary sickness? "SLEEP"
I miss Sherard, and this kind of time oh how I wished that I could instantly teleport him in my arms and cry in his shoulders till I fall asleep. My consolation is that I get to see my lovely friends and enjoyed the whole day with them again, I missed them just like how I miss my dear sherard. I also miss playing ragnarok, pet society, sims, restaurant city, reading books continuously, playing with the lovebirds and most of all seeing kiyu. But in return, I get to have a new pet: named "Cresta"
I feel sad for losing kiyu, but I know and I will pray he will be okey. It's pretty hard when you don't always get what you want. Because as they say; life is like a rock "its hard". If my other guy best friend would be reading this right now, he would totally disagree with me and would just tell me that I am "overreacting". I apologize to the world where I live in that I have continuously grown sensitive to the point that Sherard hates it already.
I need to find ways to be come stronger, more wiser... (my head is throbbing and that is a bad sign) My brain wants to sleep already and I haven't really gone to what my point in this entry.
Why do all (most of it) things have to end "sad"? It's always a two-way street, I remember I used to be a good girl a; person who can think straight believe in something. Now, I'm lost. I can't find the right way or decide whether to believe on what I think was true. Sherard told me, "that's such a small thing, why are you mad" -I never realized that "Truth" was a small thing.
I always wanted to cry; when someone tells me I'm wrong even though I know I'm right. That in the end "I am right" how can other people not trust me. They have instincts... I have instincts... And so they say; they trust you... Such a powerful meaning for a 5 letter word.
Who wins in the end? The weak one or the stronger one? Who loses the fight?
We were born to choose, chances are not options we chose our destiny. Who gave each and one of us "The RIGHT" to judge? No one... but Him.
I'll be meeting with my orgmates again tomorrow, and I think its another day of "putting a fake mask again"
I promised myself to change for the better, to prove Sherard that I can also be good at something. And for him to not look onto my flaws...
Sleep tight Lyle
P.S.
I hope my brother will be well in his studies, and that he will never give up on something unless he has already done it. I pray for my love ones to be fine and happy..
I entrust all my worries up above.. I believe in You and I trust You.
Come back Kiyu~
Mood: head throbbing, about to fall alseep.
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