Dear Blog,
Its been awhile... or should I say its been sometime? Haven't been really opening you since I dont know when--- and that was like two months ago and actually opened you in a BB. *such a hassle typing in a tiny claustrophobic keyboard*
Moving on, TODAY! yes today, was a very tiring day indeed! What did I do? Applied for several jobs in attempt to find my DREAM job which is... (croak background) dang! I am seriously dumb founded, I'm starting to get a very anxious feeling- The feeling of the lone ranger! Oh please no, thats the least thing I would want to happen to me. The fact that I'm a self professed "anti social" would make it even worst... ANYWAYS, by the end of the night I got stuck with this website on applying as an "au pair" am I sensing a question mark in your face? Well to enlighten you, an au pair is actually a "nanny" more formal term they would use to address a nanny. Nevertheless, you might think WHY THE HELL would she should apply as one? (contemplating her words)
Most probably because its one of the few things in life I would want to fulfill, plus I'm pretty young should I say. I wouldn't really want to experience being a nanny if I'm older than of my present age, you know what am saying? (no?) fair enough, well I'm still thinking about it.... I guess this whole thing about being a "butler" crap is driving me nuts again. How I easily get indoctrinated with books, [whispers, But I love books]
I feel like crap, my back hurts from sitting the whole day in front of the laptop fixating on finding a real job. I still have approximately three months to go before I officially graduate from college, what a total drag indeed. [inserts image: sitting beside a pool]
Anyways, I'm officially crashing.. My throat is really figuratively being scraped with a fish scaler... *coughs like a baby* Calling it a night.
Post- Happy New Year!
Hoping for the best this year. got tons to update you with my life. :)
Bonne Chance
