A Not so Sugar Coated Life

I'm about to just type my entry and suddenly I yawned and got teary eyed. Both my limbs are getting worst, and they are really getting soar now... I want to cry but instead I prefer to pray and sleep it off, right at this moment one of my closest college friend is on labor, I guess its sort of "advance" that she's about to push out the baby since according to her the estimated delivery is 27th. a week and 2 days ahead of schedule. Isn't it nice?

People giving new life, this little thing that grows inside of you... right now I can't still picture it clearly; how it will eventually happen to me. Whats inside my head is just: school, balance friends and family, party/ socializing and God.

Yesterday was just unexpected, the Black out and Typhoon...
I felt more empty and strange, but I had a couple of textmates that night of the black out till day..

I guess I should sleep...
I'm not making any sense inside my head.

ciao