A Not so Sugar Coated Life

I ask myself why I get so moody and tempermental, I hate myself for it. It disgust me to realize who I am, total whip lash and brutality is just pasted upon me.. As if I wasn'st cursed enough.. A couple of minutes ago, I talked to my close friend and we just quickly talked and updated each other..

Through the course of time, I reflected upon the observations and learnings I have acquired. Its quite direct and awkward, but rather I feel this sense that I am slowly getting more mature. Highly noticeable since two of my friends has already agreed.

I'm using my blackberry again, I close my eyes and I couldn't agree more to the image inside my head "a white haired granny who scratches her head while she closed her eyes" Its impressive, mature? Hopefuly I can dig me some witty prospect: maybe a Doctor?

 Ciao Bella