simultaneous indeed...

its -13 degrees celsius outside, and I am freezing now inside my room. brr.. but I guess its because I'm wearing sleeveless. [lol] I went to Julia & David's apartment to eat dinner and we cooked carbonara; I basically taught Julia how to make.
We prepared:

• Carbonara
• Salad with vinaigrette, and orange slices (plus honey)
• Grilled pork chop

As always David enjoyed the food, he is such a kid. A perfect example of a pervert, he loves looking at breast; especially when I stay in his bed and we hang out he would look at girls picture and would just stare at breast. Good thing he doesn't say anything about me, or else I will kill him. (haha) Though he is adorable because he is so playful and thinks so reckless, though he has some downsides that I really don't like about him= One time he went to a porn site to show me something. ugh. perfect pervert.., but its cute whenever he listens to what I tell him. [hah] Awhile ago he told me to be friends with pretty girls so that I will be pretty- then he continued for me to be more pretty.

[HAH] Total dead \\ reaction, then awhile ago he told me I love you.. obviously it was a joke.. But according to julia [he never tells that to his girlfriend] haha! then he said again your so pretty pretty.. and I was just dumb founded that I ignored it.

Also he dropped by at work awhile ago, because he went to the H.R. to pick up something and I joked if he will wait for me; then he said "how long" -- yet again I was - o_o) He waited a good 30mins for me and we went home together, he didn't whine and he also accompanied me at the H.R. to pick up my SS card. [too good to be true?]

No malice intended, pure goodwill

or not?

But I'm pretty sure, I don't like him..

maybe I fancy him, a little bit.

But nonetheless he is a big turn off, whenever he talks about

other girls

the fact that he has a girlfriend.

I am currently enjoying the quiet surrounding, NO TV no Jon.. just pure lone time :) 

I also realized that, "I do not have a chance with him anymore" -- I'm starting to think pessimist about it. At the end of this road, its either I win or loose without getting any prize anymore. 

My batch of cards seems to suck, do I just wholeheartedly give up and take defeat and retreat for cover? I guess, it has long been decided? I have lost from start to finish.. [Nevertheless, my purity will not be given up easily]

I cut my finger for the first time, and its quite a slash with a sort of deep cut (it can actually talk) I know its sounds disgusting, but its honestly true. Haha!! 

Its very amusing whenever I'm playful, though now I'm very tempted though I don't really want to go for it. Since someone will get mad at me :p 

Sooo. awhile ago, the guy I sort of dig was driving the green route.. and STILL.. he still looks like a "guy next door" ugh.. hmm, hopefully I could meet him. :[ The blonde guy doesn't seem to entice me anymore. :p I'm going for the brown haired one :p

BUT!!! Someone else still reigns over them. ehem ehem.. lets not forget about him. :)) haha! 

“For the word of the LORD is right and true; he is faithful in all he does. The LORD loves righteousness and justice; the earth is full of his unfailing love.”- Psalm 33:4-5