ahhh whatta day!

AGH!!!

I was just surprised today, my agenda was supposed to be grocery & post office...

But then again, I was surprised.. 

I kept on playing in my head that I don't want to talk to him

and I'm not going to see him...

and I will not talk to him..

BUT!

When the bus pulled over at the corner of the post office 

I saw his silhouette and was sure that it was him..

So when he stepped up, 

unconsciously I patted the sit next to me

and there

he was..

and sat next to me

I told him that I was going to the grocery, and asked him to go with me to the grocery.. but his plans maneuvered my day... his agenda was to go shopping: to buy himself a pair of pants at CK and buy his mom a bag at Coach... well he failed to buy him the jeans and instead I bought myself a bra from CK.. =( buhu! I'm happy with the new bra, though I feel regretful for buying it. T_T

It was weird that it was only the two of us... uhm, sort of awkward but we didnt feel weird it was pretty mutual because we can look each other straight in the eye... though, I enjoyed yet I still uncomfortable hanging out and knows how he is.. and all... I still feel not so good at all. :(

Then I was saying inside my head  This is just great...

all my plans are just ruined?

=(

But still, I think I'm getting more irritated with him.. and will not like him...

This is just elementary, the fact that I think he just  see me as his sister / friendly girl friend...

ugh... please?

I don't like this..