wonders where you are?

I'm starting to miss him.. I remember being kissed gently by him. (owh crap)

I'm starting to wonder if he is busy and all.. :[ awh man,

Darn it...

I am so forbidden with this feelings and affection.

The fact that I'm sick.. makes me more delusional and makes me more..

sarcastic..

The pure sarcastic in me in showing..

awh man.. I'm so sorry that I'm mean..

Will I ever find a man who would find me as normal, cute, beautiful and

adorable in different ways..

So tell me should I not be thinking about him...

[denggit]

I feel so furious...

can someone could kindly take my heart and care for it?

It's starting to go berserk with no one being able to take care of it.

I feel like the urge of wanting to

..... fall in love again...

The question is?

who should it be?

I think: I want to be able to kiss someone passionately...

(shrugs off the idea.....)

I miss him, 1,000,000 times than before..