Mount of Snow

A Mount of Snow- December 14’09

Today I woke up groggy, I was able to take a shower the night before though my hair was messy and all the next day its still feel better. [The thought of just not talking a bath that morning was a relief]

This morning I experienced riding the Gondola at River run for the first time. The day was nice because the snow was just pouring out, (6 inches of snow over night, isn’t that amazing?) I was never what I have imagined, it was steep and very high; it was the same of how my Hongkong cable car was. [Extremely high, should I say]

Jon and I went there as if were the only human beings up at the peaks without gears and all; it was truly amusing but (what the heck, who cares) majority of the people who go up there go for skis and boarding. I felt pretty envious with people who can board pretty fast at the slopes, I’m hoping I could also do that in the near future; as soon as I get used to it or should I say touch a board. T_T)

Its been days since my last post, I feel a bit inhibited from actually writing a new entry. It makes me consider that I’m being this person who sense that I’m trying to find pity from other people; but greatly I’m just really not. Christmas is around the corner, approximately 10 days from now; gosh how time flies by. Too bad it doesn’t show that much here in Keystone? How remorseful that we don’t even have a decoration inside our apartment?

Its been nice here, the snow has finally compensated; and that’s a good sign for business. This morning I was able to experience first hand of shoveling the snow (3-4inches of snow) I know I’ll really sound ghastly but, the workmate that I confronted with him annoying me [sexual harassment] just seriously pisses me out whenever I spot his face. Enough said. He just pisses me still.

I’ve been very careful with what I think for the couple of days, since I’m not provoking myself to do or think of something reckless and one of those are connected with my previous entry. I try to pace out some gaps so that I’ll be successful with this decision that I proposed to myself, and no its not about having a new lover. Penny for thoughts, what I’m really trying to do now is to divert my attention on something I’ll be able to continue progress with--- that is? Sleeping. Hah.

Living in U.S. is fun at the same time hard, keeping up with the lifestyle with the locals here is the least activities I put on my imaginary list. I’m still trying to figure out who I am as a person by erasing some of the parts that made me who I am today… The snow made me realize that “sometimes too much snow should just be shoveled out and push to the other piles of snow” Its seriously intense out here, the great deal of patience that I would have to learn about is cutting a space inside this beautiful mind of mine.

(Sidetrack: I saw blonde boy that I sort of like; who gets our inventory for the kitchen--- though I strictly do not show any interest with him. I saw him at the foot of the gondola with his “Boss” and will be going for a “ride”, anyways)

Continuing..

As far as what I know I am doing, I try to be more positive on the day to day job that I do and how I can cope up with what I don’t have right now. It’s a disadvantage that nobody talks to me whenever I go online at YM or even do not text me at my international phone; it’s a shame but I guess I have to go through with it.

Now its nice and quiet since I’m alone at the apartment, since Jon needs to catch up with his laundry and my eyes are starting to feel droopy and fall. It is a shame that I don’t get to express my feelings toward a man, its very appealing but I guess I’ll just need to hold the rope in this current. I would have to believe now that “I am free from anything”…

…yawn

Snow Fall for me.