WRONG MOVE

OH WHAT THE FREAKING HELL!!!

THAT WAS ONE WRONG WRONG MOVE... DAMN... WHY DID I DO THAT... WHY!!!

I WAS IN CONTROL ALREADY, AND I LET IT SLIPPED AGAIN. DAMN IT... I NEED AN ESCAPE POD. PLEASE,

DAMN... I AM STARTING TO DROWN AGAIN...

MY CHEST HURTS, SERIOUSLY, I AM GRIPPING. HOLDING ON TO THE TIGHT ROPES OF FREAKISHLY WEIRD FEELINGS..

I NEED TO SUBSIDE IT. LET IT LOOSE, AND TAKE CONTROL OF THIS EVIL FATE.

OKEY, LET ME BREATHE SOME AIR. AND CLEAR MY MIND. AND LET THIS HEART, PUMP LESS OF ITS BLOOD ONTO THE ARTERIES TOWARD IT.

I WOULD DEFINITELY WOULD WANT THAT DRINK NOW..

CREATE AN IMAGINARY HOLE.

GIVE ME AN ESCAPE HOLE NOW!!

GAPING HOLE, MUST BE TOTALLY SEALED ASAP. I can't help this anymore, happiness is so short and sweet. But why.. truly, I am mistaken again. Or so... Reality, is just killing me again. I hope and I pray, I will not give up.

Stop with the peep hole.

Yearning ends from here.

Farewell feelings.