Why do French terms don't mend me...

:] I can't believe I'm procrastinating while studying, its so hard to just simply study words that may sound easy. BUT can never stay in your head?

WHY? Is it so impossible, for foreign objects to not stay in your mind? For example, this French Terms that I'm studying. For the past 2 years, I've been hearing and learning some French words, sentences.. But never did it stay long, well I guess some do... *oohlala* c'est terrible...

I hope I pass this French Regional class of mine, I need to really pass this. This is the key to my internship, so I need to pull everything that I can pull. My undies, shorts, bra, skirt etc.

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Oh how life can be so cruel, truly? It was never easy, theorist may formulate a theory for life's simplicity. But never an algorithm of it? OH HOW life can be just be simple: Even if it is. *Your brain's always on overdrive, then eventually you can turn it down again* like automatic transmission in cars.

*Pause break: Study*

good night

P.S.

I still miss him. I can't take him off my mind, but I'm trying...