One hour to go

I will totally not acknowledge anything tomorrow,

It felt like I was just 15 years old. now.. it's just 21, no other choice either you jump or you die, either you go down or suffer if you go up. And my only choice now, is to go forth... forward as how I should put it.

But now, I don't want to think about it because- people puts too much make up on the issue. Rather irritating, okey okey... to not be a sour loser I will "acknowledge it"

Birthday signifies, your day of birth. Should we really celebrate it, I guess we should but if people's aim is just to make fun of you. [err? thank you but no thanks]

yes, I will be 4 years older than him for 3 months again. Then after June its back to three years again, Just because my month of birth falls on an earlier quarter doesnt mean many things...

I feeel like a pumkin right now. I don't need to stop time, I'll just let it pass. nothing to serious to think about, just : Thankful! That I'm still here and kicking, the benefits of being alive, is that we get hurt, get happy, get sad, get to see.

Nonetheless, I don't curse my birthday I'm just appreciative of how I turned out to be after 21 years. Sadly I don't get to be a vampire, but I will find it amusing if I can celebrate my 100th.

[what would I look LIKE? -if a vampire I would worry but if I age? aahh... horror.. SOB]


Thank You Lord for my 21st birthday.