The attempted "Last Act"

In life we always find problems, we get sandwiched by different cases and scenarios that we can't handle anymore. When do we "stop" when do we say it's the "end of the line"?

Why pretend that nothing is wrong when all along there is a big glacier below the ice cap. Today was one of the days of my life that I never would though would have happen, it's too sporadic. We never know what will pop out in those chocolate boxes. Why do we keep "hatred" why do insert pain in hurt. Why do we self inflict more if we've already scared ourselves?

Seeing what had happen, I made my boyfriend worry about my condition "emotionally"
-- I'm the type of person who gets too oversensitive that just one bite or even one pitch of hurt or sadness I will easily squeal. I never thought, that my own blood related would inhere such pain in himself and harbor such "negative elements"

Why would he do that?

Did he want enough attention?

What was the real motif?

I feel weak but I am very thankful that he is just fine, even though he lost something it's okey. I feel a great amount of pity, I believe that he doesn't need more suffering and all we would have to do now is "Listen" Listen... listen... understand why it happen and accept it.

Lord God,
I am thankful that he just fine.. enough those filing of whatever I am sick and tired of whose at fault. (can't we just be thankful that he is alive?)

I am thankful Lord, Thank YOU Thank you! Please help him to be come stronger and over come this Great problem.