Total Frick fudge

This feels pretty frustrating... I just almost finished a blog entry and my so called whatever just ditched me. cookies.. add blockers.. and the drafts just suddenly poofed. err. and oorh... pretty frustrated.

(my eyes hurt because of crying and my chest continuously hurt because of the cramps that I feel because of sadness.) the blog entry was almost to perfect because it was exactly what I was @ presently feeling awhile ago.
sleep ahead.... can not contain the anguish.

nao... it just makes me feel more sad. I feel hurt. I lost my self esteem. I feel unworthy, empty and speechless. I'm a reckless schmuck...

I am oversensitive and... this is who I am. I do my best to always wear my happy mask to hide away the true sad face that I have. Try to wake up for almost 2 decades and be someone who you try to be... but not wholly who you are.

need to wake up early...

Mood: sad like a damned princess
Music: moonlight sonata