Bed Bum (great cool day)

It was a peaceful and pretty much a lovely day, I was able to wake up early today. I actually woke up around 8:30am so yeah, I got up from my dream because my circulation was killing me. My dream felt very weird that I instantly tried to forget it, so now I can't recall and share it with you; my memory is failing me now. (I guess because I don't necessarily want to remember and now what it was)

After peeing, my mom saw me and told me to eat some breakfast my original plan was actually to pee and get back to bed but since I was up why pass up for a meal again, then I decided just to eat. After eating breakfast I decided that I'll sleep afterwards then just stay in bed for the whole; but then again myself failed me again because she decided a new path and that was to open the laptop and sit for 2 hours and check some mail and etcetera, I actually waited also for my boyfriend to wake up knowing that he stayed up pretty late just to finish his sibling's room. (painting: chicken pie) Then yeah, it was already 12 something and he was still asleep so I decided to eat actually my mom called me to eat but before that, I was actually reading some articles about relationship and took notes in my not so secret notebook and started listening to some classical music: there's this playlist in imeem that I really enjoy. And Dubussy's Claire de lune was also there, that playlist was pretty old; I've been listening to it for almost a year now. And I can try to remember that was my favorite before, aside from symphony no.7 of Beethoven.

After eating lunch; I went back to my laptop and contined what I was doing. The day was pretty much cool again and it was nice and soft in the skin, no sweat actually broke into my pore and heaven my bed was nice and cool I enjoyed it; by the time my boyfriend IM-ed me in the messenger it was because he informed me that he was going out with his family. At first I thought he was asking me to go out; (fiddle sticks) yes I was envious he was going out to his family but then again I tried to shove the thought out and turned it into a positive one saying "it's been a long time since they went out in the mall as a family so don't get so envious of it" I admit I am sometimes the martyr and not the best girlfriend a man can have but I try do my best to be someone whom he can like for who I am and show that I truly care for him.
--- so as the hours passed, I was able to kick some things of my to do list and told my self I need to do this something to start for the year. I guess I felt so bored and empty handed I tried to keep myself un-idle at all, I decided to read New Moon again and try to follow Meyer's advice of reading it twice so that you can appreciate Jacob [but honest to the moons of the planet: Jacob's the least of my favorite though I also believe the author made a pretty darn nice conflict of the story though yeah I'm not a fan of him even though he some what resemble of my boyfriend ] Then I started reading, it was too dragging because I already knew the story and how the flow would be going plus how it will end but still I tried to focus and dismay my believes that its not like that yata yata... then at around 3 something in the afternoon I started feeling sleepy... (I guess the book made me sleepy, it wasn't that enticing as before) The cool bed and breezy weather made me want to sleep like a princess and so I did....

I woke up at 5:05 pm, which was again dragging because I know I wanted a more fathomable sleep... Then I decided no, since it will be hard if I wake up late and sleep more late. (sigh) When I got up, I remember I was hearing my brother talking in the background while I was sleeping and I felt my laptop died when the electricity died for a couple of minutes and then went back but I still continued my state of rest; it was some pretty darn light sleep I had there I was still conscious of what was happening outside my sleep. Then I breezed it through, went to the toilet to piss and got some chocolates for my afternoon snack {those chocolates were pretty darn good, it felt like it's been years since I ate my last chocolate } So when I got the chocolates from my mom's ref and right away ate it, felt good! So I walked back to my room and opened my laptop again, and lay in bed for a couple of minutes and watched some nerdy channels such as national geographic and CNN. After finishing my chocolates I went back to the ref, heading for those yummy chocolates again my mom and sister was there; I opened the door and she told me "were hearing mass" and I gave her a disgusted face and she told me back "what's with the new facial expression" and my sister replied "that was my facial reaction when she said that" so quickly I got a new barlet of chocolate and 3 kisses. [those chocolates were heave] so I went to the toilet again and peed for some reason, then I realized we shoudl hear mass and not shove Jesus just because we heard mass the other day. I got up and told my mom, lets just go to hear mass since my sister was less interested so I got back to the c.r. and washed my hands. Then she was gone and so we dressed up and got ready for mass.
-- during the mass it was more less formal than other sunday mass or saturday since it was only a first friday mass of the month. During mass, I try to devote myself and think less of whats happening outside the church plus I like the small and less crowded set up it makes me feel cool and relax just like the day. The mass ended quickly and the trip home sped quickly, now I lay here in my bed typing... [oh yes, my boyfriend did some what contact me after his family day. I was happy he was able to bond with his family.] oh yes! not to forget I watched stardust this morning that was what I did before sitting in my laptop after breakfast I watched and stayed in my cool bed.
.....going back... my boyfriend called, I saw the called I.D. flashing my boyfriend name with no hesitations I answer the call with all joy and smiles in my face. My heart fluttered after hearing his croaky just woke up voice he's always been like that but it's actually cool because he has a enjoying singing voice. We talked for a couple of minutes; I kept on saying I love you to him and it made him all blushed even though I don't see him i always feel it. I can see his smile again stretching till my position, it was pretty quick and I keep on stalling him before he puts down and say good night before saying good bye I told him my usual lines like: I love you and I miss you, good night and lastly sweet dreams I knew he didn't much have dreams neither does he remember of it actually feels sad. I guess I would just have to always remind him before he sleeps.... My young prince who is always very faithful and loyal is really worth my love and care.


I'm off to dreamland..
Attached: The protagonist in the movie Stardust, I find his British accent really charming!
Mood: Happy and pretty excited to see him
Song: Moonlight Sonata or Claire de Lune